It’s a bit sad for me lately that I realized that my sewing skill is decreased. One of the caution is by long hiatus. There is also other caution that makes my sewing skill decreased; It is because I feel rushing somehow. It’s like I have to produce something for sale. So, I just want to finish it as quick as possible. It also makes me not enjoying the sewing/making process.
I keep reminding myself that I no need to hurry because, I have nothing to chase or is being chased either. I also reminding myself to keep focus on my work instead wandering “old negative memories’ about doll community. Yes, bad memory has also halted my sewing process. I keep saying to myself, those people are not worth it. They are not worth it in the past, present and future of my doll-life. My focus usually come back after I keep reminding myself.
I hope I can enjoy my doll clothes sewing again, not seeing it as just a product for sale. I really miss my old times which I sew passionately and enjoy the process. Slowly but sure I will enjoy and sincere with this doll hobby again. ❤️💕❤️